Howard Stern, "looked guilty" when the first marriage ended, using sex to deal with divorce

Feeling lost after his divorce from wife Alison Berns 2001, Howard Stern revealed to Rolling Stone magazine that he turned to sex for comfort before eventually finding love again with second wife Beth Ostrosky ."The end of my marriage blew my mind. I was shocked that I failed, disappointed by my family, my children, my ex-wife, it was all very painful," he told Stern magazine its something new.
Stern had three daughters with Berns during their more than 20 years of marriage and struggled to explain the separation to their children."[Getting a divorce] felt like a sin," he added. "It 'so complicated, and it's hard for me even at this stage to understand what went wrong and how things were going so well could so bad.' Difficult. I think I'll spend the rest of my life trying to analyze it. "
While Stern, eventually became a religion to make sense of all this, the athlete admitted women crash were the first source of comfort and escape."I realized," Oh, wow, I can go have sex, "Stern, 57, said of his bachelor found. "I drove around, picking up women."It was "new" and "exciting," said Stern, who said he was faithful throughout his relationship with Berns. But "at some point," he said, "It was just like I was on autopilot."He continued, "I did not know what I did I thought of myself as a person I do not value -.."Read more:Stern said he finally realized the sex was not what he wanted.
"It occurred to me that I really did not need sex so much," he said. "I just wanted someone with me every minute."With this realization, his sexcapades "suddenly became very childish behavior," Stern conceded.In 2008, he married model Beth Ostrosky, and the ratio of Stern's approach is careful, a new perspective."In many ways, my marriage is so easy, but they are also aware that I could f - k things very easily," Stern said. "I could start getting more work, and forget what is important for Beth.""Part of the reason I got married was that I wanted Beth to understand how important he really is and also how I feel she is the same for me," he explained.Stern and Ostrosky, 38, celebrated the third anniversary of the day in the month of October.Learn more: